Don’t read this unless you really want to know why I’m depressed.
It’s not like I wouldn’t love to live in a clean house- but I feel like I’m spinning plates- running from one crisis to another. If I only had one crisis at a time to deal with, I might be able to handle it, but several at a time is piling up on me!
I’ve been going through my bills, and need $5K this month (they total $20K if you count in the credit cards) I really had thought we were going to start making money by now! There must be something I’ve overlooked! (yeah, sell my stuff on e-bay! like that will make piles of money) At this point since I have no hope of making either $5 thousand much less $20K in the next couple of weeks, I have to admit my reaction is to just give up on it, and turn my attention to things I actually can accomplish like doing a load of dishes. I’d like to turn that technique on the money- pay the bills I can pay, but when I try that, I always seem to bounce checks, which cost me money that doesn’t even pay anyone.
Just heard back from the Insurance guy- there is no appeal. He can’t do anything- try elsewhere. I’m screwed. What now?
Rant rant, vapor vapor (who came up with that holiday anyway? I’d figure it was a “goblin” holiday, but they’re down for Elf-thumping Day today.